Etiquette of decision making

These days, my mood swings too drastically.
Decision making is always the matter that will make me to go mad.
Maybe, sometimes, a decision wouldn't be completed by our perception only.
It's worth, for me, to make such an unbearable decision?
This decision wasn't my decision only, it was you guys who had also compromised to make it too. It is aim, to make "it" better.
When a decision is made, a fortitude persistence is needed.
I am still following the agenda on the decision that we had made.
It's even a mock when i am blamed for being absented in an event when i have meant not to go earlier.
"Did my present in some occasions make a big difference?"
I am tired, i need some rest.
Not lies, but with sincere and faithful reason only.